Tuesday, June 1, 2010

The bewilderment & the certainty

The turn, it took again, as it does, now & again. Perhaps a little different this time. For over a decade now, I have been compulsively taking things in stride, big or small, no one influenced my decision, except me.

One of the most beautiful moments in life, knocks at my door and guess what I am most bewildered & certain, both at the same time. It has been a pretty blissful, chaotic though, due to my doings or un-doings, so far.

This time I decided, not to decide.

I am glad the way it is happening for it is happening now and in a manner which keeps the larger picture happy. I just hope that it’s worth it and doesn’t become another trail of what I have been doing & getting through.

The indecision doesn’t prevail and life takes it turn. I just wish I could be a little less sadist to enjoy it a little more.